Who Would Have Thought

Who would have thought- I guess that's the perfect situation to describe the situation that I am in now- the life that I'm living now.  I am definitely not complaining, I don't know if I have processed it enough though. Me, who has always been single, who has always wonder what the future holds- is now married and... expecting? 11 weeks 3 days to be exact.  Before I get into that, I guess I have a lot of processing to do (mentioned this twice now). It is still surreal feeling that I am married- last relationship was in 2008 (did it event count though? To be honest, no, I don't think so). Ever since then, I didn't really see anyone. A few likes, crushes and heartbreaks here and there but I've never had like a 2nd 'boyfriend'. Boy.. does that sound silly now.  I have tried and tried but my heart just would not open for anyone, God knows why- until I met my husband. It's an indescribable feeling, really. It felt natural, of course no relationships are w...